I don’t look back at my life and think “what if”. The past is done and I don’t mind to leave it there. But, I’m not so psychologically sane that I don’t think “what if” in another direction.
What if there are alternative universes where each of us exists in a different existence. What are all the other me women doing? I bet some have kids, some never lasted this long, some are amassing great fortunes, some are creating extraordinary works of art and some are just sitting home tonight reading a good book.