l o v e m e r m a i d . c o m: “You really don’t seem to know where you are going, but that’s okay. Time to be adventurous and seek the unknown. If you fret and keep looking over your shoulder you won’t get anywhere. Yep, time to just brave foward and see what happens. Others around you might not be as encouraging as you need, but that’s no reason why you can’t do it. “
I have been feeling adrift for awhile. I know I need to pick myself up but I can’t find enough reasons to do so. It just seems like nothing around me matters any more. Maybe it’s just due to the big let down about Christmas this year. I miss actually loving the holiday. This year I would have happily sold my tree for a few bucks. I never did unpack anything or decorate anything here. I was just so sick of it all and everything seemed so phony. Most of it still does. Maybe the new year will be a clean slate of sorts. Time will tell, it always does.