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Soon To Be 60

I am soon to be 60 and not particularly feeling social and yet I am now and then at the odd moment. Not quite sure how that works. I look after my Mother full time, she is 80 and still mostly doing for herself but not able to walk and get errands and every day things done as she used to. Although its terrible to say, she is narcissistic and I've become what they call (I think) a grey rock. 

I got the membership/pass for the Barrie bus, the one that picks people up at their home. But, I haven't used it yet. I planned to go mall walking for exercise. But, between not wanting to go out and be around people much and then dealing with my Mother I just am not getting out for anything of my own interests. I used to have a lot of interests and I still do but most of them are gathering dust on shelves or have been thrown out by family who say I'm a hoarder. I feel more that I am hanging on than hoarding. 

Anyway, I thought a virtual online thing would be a start. I could just listen or participate here and there but still be doing something, sort of at my own pace. I must sound like a shut in lunatic but I don't feel that way. No doubt this is far, far, far more than you need to know. I don't talk much but I love to write. :)