I've kept my column at BackWash going, more or less, mostly less. I was writing for a friend's adult site but that was called off. So now I'm a free agent once again. I still write non-adult and have a job on the side. But, the adult writing has faded away like most of my relationships with men. Why do they do that?

At the start they can't get enough of you, fill you with how much they desperately love you, must have you, etc. Then, without warning you just never hear from them again. If you bother to send an email to check in case he was hit by a bus, there is a slight chance he will send a short reply, saying nothing of anything. Men seem to be pretty small minded and shallow. But, I'm nothing if not optimistic and I still hope I'm just not meeting the right men. Somewhere there are real people out there who happen to be men.

Anyway, I am putting up a new site. It's going to be a site for writers. I will also attempt to get back to keeping up here. Though, see above, I am pretty much dateless. I don't even mind much at this point. Kind of nice to get away from it all. I'd try again if I found someone who seemed sincere about being with me. I'm not a lightskirt, I just play one for fun.

See you if you see me.

Laura

Originally posted to Wallflower Writes/ Blogs at Indecent Blogging.com